Sometimes we have to reach deep into our psyche to find out that there's something going on in our reality that we didn't cognitively recognize. This song was written while digging deep into a $200 bottle of scotch, and when I listened to it later I realized I had some things in my life that I was struggling with and needed to deal with. It is a great musical expression of emotion and feeling, the vocals feel weak to me now, but you can't really go back and fix things, you just have to put it out there.